En mi intento de encontrarte me encontré varios caminos.
Decidí recorrerlos, y me vi inmersa en orbes ajenas a mi realidad.
No me culpo, quizás, porque aprendí unas cuantas cosas.
Sin embargo, aunque no te conocía, algo en mi anhelaba más de tí.
En mi intento de encontrarte te encontré.
El sol brillaba más fuerte y el viento parecía más ligero.
La canción que entonaban las olas del mar parecían aplaudir nuestro encuentro.
De repente, todos aquellos caminos recorridos parecieron tan lejanos, tan extraños.
Extenuada de
suspiros que una vez
inspiráronle
Dubitaba
en si morir,
o vivir
con la muerte en sí
El manto se abrió
con sus alas; y voló
la lluvia cayó
Se esparcen los
pedazos de nada en
la ya ciega mar
Let me live
At his side
Let me feel
His warm hand
Let me love
One more time
Make all new
With him now
Help me grow
In my mind
Make me strong
Make them proud
Fantaseaba con ideas infantiles
De un castillo, una princesa y una flor
Fantaseaba que algun día a mi viniera
Aquel principe con todo su esplendor
Y entre sueños y deseos escondidos
Las memorias que escondia en mi baúl
Se borraron cuando usted a mi vida vino
Se acallaron con su risa y su quietud
Y yo harta de escribir de los amores
Que ya fueron, que no pudieron ser
Y ya harta de vivir fingiendo vida
Si, mi vida, solo usted me hace creer
Dew covering the leaves
Tears falling from the sky
It was just a night, just another sunset.
A pitch darkness covered the room
An utter darkness covered his spirit
Silence spreading into nothingness
Empty words being exclaimed
Excising the bliss in the soul
Meditaba si, seguir viviendo
o morir fingiendo vida
fingiendo el control de su existencia
tan marcada por aquella tarde gris
en que tomaron su inocencia
y despojada de su esencia
sin mas amigo que un cuchillo
en compañia del silencio
tomo su ultimo suspiro
And we are walking in the rain
While our life seems so unfair
But the sky shows us He's there
And our eyes suddenly met.
And I'm there holding your hand
And seems perfect on my mind
And God's blind if He can't see
That you there is all I need.
Deja estela
la fria tarde
en que te marchas
{se me hace tarde}
para olvidar
tantos domingos
...insuficientes
se hacen las horas
{mientras recogo los fragmentos}
el panorama
se me hace eterno
{no hay mas motivos}
no hay mas razones
porque cantar
Llora la pluma
llevándose la brisa
con cautela
Toma cansada
efímeros suspiros
Inevitable
Destila llanto
el alma se fue
ya no solea
Llora la pluma
Escarmienta
ser mensajera
Llora la pluma
se agota su sangre
Irrevocable
What's the point?
As the branches go back and fort
As the leaves fall from the tree
As I see life going on
And then I see you an me.
And the past? It never ends
And our life? It has to change
And the memories? Stay on a trunk
And the kisses would have to fade
So know, what's the point?
It's just pointless.
And she held her breath... and she smiled.
***
She was sure he was going to come.Yes, she was. Was she?
The wind gently touched her face, she could feel every beat of her heart as time went away.
Trying to keep track of every second while seated on that bench, every movement, every noise, every smell.... trying to take photographs in her mind but this feeling didn't let her concentrate well.
As her thoughts escaped and this infinite number of qualms came to her head, as she kept doubting.. that's when she felt a tear coming down from her eyes.
But nothing was better than this agony.
Every second felt as an eternity, every step reso
Somehow it was easier to sit on the dark
Somehow it was harder,
And then she collapsed
Life was like a seesaw
The river kept its course
Scepticism correded her soul
And irony just took control
A prayer!
A litany!
For the soul that now is gone...
A greeting!
A welcome!
For the portrait of unknown.
Do you see my eyes?
They play back the memories of yesterday
Can you hear my fake smile?
Im trying to hide the moments we had.
Can you still feel the beat of my heart?
I am so scared because I know you read my mind.
So let's talk tonight ok?
Show me your last try.
You give me your hints
I'll give you a lie.
The wind whispered something
It sounded so remote, so silent
I could barely get
I think I didn't want to listen
But the wind just blew in
No one really called for his help
Help is what I need today
Something to make me understand
In despite of all I've dream
Silent whispers makes me think
"Listen you, naive"
"Get now what I mean?"
Mean wind dont ruin my life
Today you didn't make me fly
Naive I've been for trusting you
The way you played with me is just so cruel
Think of everything you said
Dream of things that haven't been
Been so lonely this past days
Life is hard and wind is fresh
Said leaves just listened to you
"Fly
Un rayo de luz atraviesa la ventana.
Su cuarto, oscuro y solitario, emana un fetido y tibio olor a miedo y ansiedad. La delgada linea entre la oscuridad -a la que tan acostumbrado esta- y el repentino destello de luz dejan ver sus vacios y perdidos ojos grises.
Apresuradamente se levanta, seca el sudor que escurre de su frente y disimula un gesto de aprobacion, una sonrisa fingida que sabe a culpabilidad.
Su mente divaga, su corazon late sin cesar; una serie de recuerdos se aproxima... una sonrisa, un grito, un largo silencio -todo eso en un solo momento-.
Mientras tanto yace ahi.
Ella -tan tranquila, tan serena-
Nada la inmuta, ni siqu
You/
Destroyed everything in your way
Your sweet kisses as morphine went away
And left me...
Feeling like water that someone dropped
Feeling alone with thousands around
Patiently waiting without being seated
Staring at the night with a blind next to me.
'Come to me,
Give me peace,
Cut my wings'
There lies the silent man
With arms wide open to the sky...
Minutes had vanished
Memories have passed
Moments have gone away
'The time is right? -he said-
'Im ready to rest in Your arms'
Idle hours infront of the window
A deep, drowsy look just heading nowhere
Aware of her senses, feeling hollow
Trying to escape to just get somewhere
Her best journal kept is her memory
She looks for happiness between four walls
The bright light of life seems so ebony
and the weight of loneliness made her fall
In your arms I used to be warm and cold,
Im sorry that you have to go bye-
I used to feel abandoned -still untold-
I am sorry that I must kill you, -die-
A crime of passion, just other day at prison
Intense desire, white becomes crimson.
Do you ever watch the sky?
Have you ever seen the stars?
When I watch them they stay there
Like if they were slaves of time
When you look the dark blue sky
You can watch a piece of time
Its like a manifest of art
Put into our eyes at night :D
Diving Dress~This Bride's Trousseau
Wither away, fate of today.
Slither into hopelessness.
Come tomorrow, I shall pray
Fate clothe me in her diving dress.
A thousand tears, a thousand years
Close my mind. Close my soul.
Silent pain screams in my ears;
Lose myself, myself control.
Evil hands are kept at bay
Yet another fateful day.
Shun the one, as midnight's sun
Slams the roulette wheel of Death.
Steel the bullet, hope undone.
Hide my eyes from eyes of Seth.
Ignorance of those outside;
Nothing seems as lost as this,
(and oh how I envy them, their vacuous pride)
Marriage to their stupid bliss.
Send me then to nothingness.
P